Tag Archives: Self Reflection

Long time Missing

Wow, I haven’t posted in so long, there is so much to post about. Meeting the most amazing guy, starting therapy, far too many breakdowns, hard hitting depression, trying to fix my relationship with my parents, new amazing friends, So … Continue reading

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Never Existed

Delicate fingers glide across torn skin, Smudging the red between fingers Painting dead hearts tainted in sin   How long had she be laying there Watching the sun slowly rise Soon there won’t be anymore pain to share   And she … Continue reading

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The

Today was one filled with moments that made me realize some things. No, maybe admit them, who cares. Not everything has to have some great meaning of hidden message. And this isn’t going to be some great, amazing life altering … Continue reading

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Reflecting on choices

Lately I have been thinking of the past Old words that shouldn’t have been said And how things went wrong so fast All the damage that can’t be erased Still burns hotter than the cold air, Corrupting feelings that were … Continue reading

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Letter to an old friend

How have you been? How’s life going for you? Have you finally gotten that perfect job? I’m doing okay, still missing you like crazy, Telling myself everyday it’s better this way. I doubt you miss me though. Your life has … Continue reading

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Forgiveness blade

His eyes landed on the knife, only refocusing it as a gift of forgiveness. The hand holding it, the same one that struck her. The edge cool against the arm that wrapped around her neck, in a moment of anger. … Continue reading

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Goodbye

Sorry, but I think its time now for me to walk away. Please don’t be mad, that’s not what I want. That’s whats kept me from walking away. Fear of your disapproval, fear of being alone. Aren’t you the one … Continue reading

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